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The urge to run away is salient..
I want to run away, again..
Say I'm a coward,
and I would accept it because it's a truth.

What can I do?
What should I do?
When I can't even find my belief and my behavior in the same line..
I think I'm not good enough
in everything.

Why can't I just say no?
Why can't I just free myself from everything?
I'm the one who is torturing myself..
when I'm trying to intensify my stupid emotion..

The every page of psychology textbook,
I read myself inside.
Always can't reach my ideal self,
that's how the conflict happens.
Just stop it please..
please..please..